
A LOOK INTO MY BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
MY MOODS LEAD ME INTO MADDNESS
MY RAZOR IS MY BEST FRIEND.
CUTTING IS WHAT I DO TO RELEIVE THE PAIN.
SUICIDE IS ALWAYS A REALITY.
DEATH IS ALWAYS WELCOME


Well, the reality of moving hit again yesterday when I was talking with my son about the apartment.
I guess he has a place picked out that is right up the street from where hes working.
Thats great.
I guess I just kept hoping something would change so I wouldnt have to move.
But In reality I will be.
Just gotta aqccept that.
I mean going to California wont be too bad I guess.
I just hate the idea of starting over again.
Oh well, Lifes a Bitch & I wish I Could Die!
If you like rap music, heres my nephews website.
Hes done one concert last month & is doing another in 2 weeks.
I'm not crazy bout Rap, but its my nephew so it aint too bad.
Give him a listen.
If ya like what you hear you can even download his mp3's.
Theres a small piece of video from his last show there too.
My nephew is the one in the middle of the photo that appears on the site.
heres the link
http://www.myspace.com/alwayzbsmokin